It's been long again. I've just started my new job on monday. Things weren't going well. But i thought that it should be normal for seniors to bully newbies. So i shall see if everything works out well then.. I miss my ex company so suddenly. Everyone. The bond. And the warmth. Although they're mean at times. But they're still nice people...... Sad ah.

Rest of the pictures are on fb :)

For the past 2 weeks i've not been working. Seriously has been very very havoc for me. I became sort of how my ex-colleague cum good friend said drunkard. I don't know. But anyway. Night life. Has been seriously sick. Quite fun at times. But i still think i'm old. Anw.

Wed Ph. Thurs Rebel. Fri and sat Ph. Please just let me have my normal life back i always tell them. Hahahaha!

Last Friday, Ph with Mavis and yl and friends.

They say twist is very cute. Not act cute. -.-

Anw. Last tuesday. Paragon to 1-1 exchange my iPhone. My mic spoiled due to me being drunk and dropped my phone like thousands of times.... And at midnight. Head over to club nana's for dad's birthday. I was dead drunk when i got home. All i remember was sleeping on the floor. And i think J carried me onto the bed. Hang over after i wake of cos. Argh. Thank god Mavis send me home. Luv you.

Happy birthday dad!

(Black shirt girl, dad's gf. Center. Dad. Right side. Dad's friend)

Wednesday. Plaza sing to help my mom exchange scv remote. Vivo and then Ph to meet up with others.

Fri sat ph still. but with no pictures then.

Random pictures when i went to marina sands last month. :)

We went to the Helix bridge too!

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It's a pity that i did not manage to meet up with Elin during the time when i'm not working while waiting for the airport pass to approve. We were going to bake cookies you see. But well. I miss you alot ok Elin! I will confirm meet you up!

That's all for the past weeks. Normally i'd be at home with darling ash. Videos of him coming up!

Xoxo.

With love, Nana.

I thought of updating......

But this month of uploads on flickr is full! And i really hate photobucket.

But..... Don't be disappointed ok. Because my last day at Dufry will be on 30th. And the earliest i'll be starting my new job will at least be on the 10th of december. Or maybe later than that.

I am seriously updating ok. And i seriously have time then :)

And i know, due to myself for not blogging updatinggggg whatever. I might not get as much respond as what i used to have. But well. Who cares. I still type what i want and post what i can.

Perm or stay straight? Any good ideas? Ok, if none is going to reply. I just have to accept my replies from facebook then.

Now i feel blogging is bored again. Lol.

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It's only Monday, and i hope everyone of you have a good week ahead. And remember to have a superrrrr havoc weekends while you're still young. I'm old and my back hurts after dancing. So club seriously don't suit what am i now.

See you!

As usual. Xoxo.

This post was actually with more photos. But my flickr account has reached it's limit! :(

Dinner w Mel @ Northpoint.

Then he came up my house. AGAIN.

Also, Yf called up and ask to head down Boat quay. Last min cancel since i'm working morning shift the next day, and hell i was having a great make up on that day!

I know my eyes are all closing. And know why? Cos Mel likes to take these type of photos. Shit.

Who says i don't dare upload photos which are not edited. I dare ok. Photo lesser contrast only what!

I'm sort of really starting to try and look up and enjoy how life is..

Probably is because after i start work. Start taking things easily. And i don't even have the bloody time to think about this life thing. And i'm already starting not to care much. Just bring home money each month is enough.

But sometimes, i think a lot too. What a person i've become. How am i thinking now. I still go to my old blog. Feeling like i'm reading a teenage girl's life when i was there. Felt happy for her. But like i said HER. Which means i can't even remember that person was me. Ask me what do i really want. What kind a person i am. I seriously don't know how to answer. Because as far as i know. I can never ever meet myself again.

I'm going to meet her again right?....

Ok, i'm going to stop acting i'm sad. LOL!

Random work days. Usual me. I touch up everytime even when i'm working too! Haha! See my brush and blusher. Laughs!

We were with the camera. Untill my supervisor walked up from behind. LOL! Look.

My colleagues always say I look different at work and out. Just like you know. Shirt and pants. Just so not my style right?!

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I miss each and everyone of you.

Have a great night and days ahead. Good night.

See me soon :)

I know this is random.

But i'm just not in the mood to upload those photos that was supposed to be in this post. But i need to update right? I said at least twice a week.

I'm feeling very complicated right now. Sort of having some problems. Including i'm now very sick. Down with fever flu and cough. And that sucks. I have no choice but to see a doc and he gave me 2 days MC. Which means i only have to get back to work on monday. Fri sat MC, and sun? Off. Including my maid's once per month off day and i'll be taking care of Ashton. I'm only afraid that he might get my virus.

Ash has return to eunos since thursday. And is coming back tonight.

Mom flew to Macau, and bro is out. So i'm alone at home. I've been wanting to get out since yesterday's night. Since it's weekends and i just got my pay. But looks like i have none where to head to.

I felt like going to ION alone. But.. I know i will spend even more money when i'm alone. So i skipped this little idea of mine.

FYI. I'm really feeling very sucky. Idk why.. I'm down with full of thoughts. And i just hope this will be over soon enough. I had enough of those obsessions. And etc dick stuffs.

Sorry, another time ok?

I think, it's probably the time to update. Or maybe because Ash decided to climb up at 2.45am. So I'm still not asleep yet. But well, who cares anw. Since i'm on noon shift later on.

I don't really know where the hell should i start from..

Should i first post pictures? Or should i first talk about what's going on right now.

I'm asking.....

I'm thinking.....

Pictures first maybe.

Sep, 4th. Yf's birthday @ ShinBar.

I'm a little drunk, so mind the look on my face.

Idk when. Town, Ion, Watami.

With Joe and Mel.

Also, my darling Ash.

Still trying to make time for him though.

Somehow, i have the thoughts of taking care him again..

Sakae Sushi @ CWP with Elin and Shasha.

Since Yt was working there, we went over to find her like for awhile.

Supervisor's Baby Full-month. With colleagues.

Ahem, i was the nanny of the day.

But wth! It brings back memories! Seriously..... LOOK!

I enjoy changing diapers and feeding milk, burp!

Not bad right, still never lose skill hor. Laugh.

Done with the pictures for now.

I still have somemore to go i guess. But remember there was one day.. I think was few weeks back. I posted on facebook that i was updating my blog. I was halfway through. Done with those pictures on flickr. And i got lazy out of a sudden. LOL. So now i'm being lazy too.

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Ps: Elin! I need you to help me put up my nuffnang ads! Idk where should i put it!

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I don't know if there's readers or peoples. (I probably have lost all of them). But anw still. I thought you guys might wanna know how am i doing, what am i doing, and what my life is doing.

Firstly, I've been doing kinda great. Except that i admit most of the times i return from work i'd neglect Ashton and go to my bed for napping. But i still, accompany him and make him sleep. I tried very hard. Sometimes 4 days of my morning shifts. He'd wake up every single night at 1am. And hell, i need to wake at 4am. So sometimes it's really tiring. And i always hope i do not feel tired when it comes to Ash. I enjoy being with him.. So now even though he's extremely heavy and naughty and noisy. I still decided to bring him out alone without the help of maid. Why can't i do it right? If i didn't go to work, i'd still be taking care of him right? :)

So i came up with a plan. Because my shift works goes like this. 4 days morning off, then 4 days noon, off. Then continue.. So. 1 off day for myself. It's either i sleep untill god knows when and i wake up to play with Ash, or i head out to chill. And head back home before 9 or 10pm to play with Ash again. And the next off day. Will be all for Ashton. Sounds fair right? But actually most of the off days i stayed home with him. But anw, minus one off day in a month because every month's 1st week of my off. I'd let my maid off too. So whole day with Ashton. Including his chores and everything. Till now. I feel happy doing his stuffs. Except i gets really irritated by his 'I WANT MEANS I WANT' attitude. You know, maid usually don't scold or punish kids. Or i supposed is they CAN'T do it. So children tends to become spoilt brats under their care. So now Ashton got that kind of pattern. But i don't worry. Because i don't give any chances when it comes to his attitude. And it's cute seeing him pout and cry. LOL!

Second. I guess it's been a long time since i really talked about J. I thought it's time to elaborate everything while i still remember. It was june when i just went out for work. On one very random day. J was home, in the bedroom coaxing Ash to sleep. While i was in the living room watching tv and falling asleep. Yl and mel called up to have a chat later on. Well i rejected because i'm really super duper tired. And i'd like to rest well on my off day. And they said it was important and it's about J. But it's not him having a affair. Then i said. I don't care also. Just tell me. They said J has awol for like a year. Which means it was before Ash's full-month. I didn't say anything. I went down to chat with them. But the only thing i was mad of is. Everyone knows. Except me. Out of anger. I just pick up my phone. Called everyone who knows about it and scream into the phone at them. Hey, this is not funny. My mom knew. Ok, she was the last second to know which is 1 week before i knew it. But my dad knew. Jan my dad came out remember? My brother knew. All of J's friends knew. And i know some of his friends. We were quite good you know. As in we do click la. Worst thing is. Yl told me something which made me wanted to blow off but i needed to be calm. She said there was one midnight where she saw J over at cine. And she was happy and asked him 'You bring Diana to the movies ah?' Then J still dare to reply 'No ah, she at home tc baby. I came with my friends'. Damn shit. This is the most shit stuff i've ever heard. I went back home then. I talked to J etc etc. But i didn't scold him. I didn't have that kind of energy for him anymore. It's like, never ending.

More on going. And i think i don't need to say it out. You guys will know it if you know me, and you know his crap responsibilities. However. I seriously do not mind. Get that.

Is this good enough for like not blogging for months? I hope it's good enough. But anw, i'm going to blog probably twice a week. And hopefully i will keep my promise.